journalism an illusion for many.......

hi every1 !!!! today i m not going to say anything abt issues today i"ll confine myself to the things related to me only...... seems boring but U have to bear me.... i m not going long back but just around 2 and a half years back.. so dont worry itwill get over soon.. i had paseed my senior secondary and i was just weighing my options to get a good course so that i can excel as well as enjoy reading..but i couidnt get to a conclusion then on the insistence of a few freinds i came to delhi and took admission in b. com through open learning as it gave me time to try some other things as well N as soon as i decide i"ll do the same simultaneously .. but i couldnt... then though afreind of mine i knew abt mass comm and journalis i decided to enroll... for 6-8 months things went smoothely ...and i find mine writing skills to be satisfactory if not good so i decided to move ahead.. i thought i m good and i"ll get a job.. without knowing that for job in media industry u dont need to good but ur contacts should be.... i was abit astonished to see that how a few coaching institutes and colleges are making money out of a childs future which is yet undecided.... i was fortunate that i got internship in a reputed organisation and i talked afew people there who encouraged me... i m thankful to them for their support ... now wat would i do now ..... i m happy now but will my happimess will last longer or ......... anyway i m confident that i"ll find something for me, sooner or later... as its too early for me but wat abt others ........ lets hope for the best ................ someday we will just need merits ant no cantacts ............ so coming to this field was an illusion for me and now when the shades are not more the picture is more khatarnakkkkkkk (extra k for good luck" Thanks for reading ..................